Monday, March 23, 2009

So I have been tagged... here are a 100 things about me......

100 Things

1. Last beverage → Tea
2. Last phone call--> 2 hours 30 minutes ago
3. Last text message→ 45 minutes ago
4. Last song you listened to→ I am not a girl (Britney Spears)
5. Last time you cried→ 3 days ago


1. Dated someone twice → No
2. Been cheated on? → Yes
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → No
4. Lost someone special? → Yes
5. Been depressed?→ Yes
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nope


1. Made new friends → Yes. 
2. Fallen out of love → Yes.
3. Laughed until you cried → Yes
4. Met someone who changed you → No. Initially I feel I am changed but I am back to my normal self and eventually they all get changed. 
5. Found out who your true friends were → Yes
6. Found out someone was talking about you → Yes.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → No
8. Made the first Move → Yes
10. Do you have any pets → Nopes, and will never have and I hate other's pets as well. Don't ever ask me to mollycoddle your pet please.
11. Do you want to change your name → No
12. What did you do for your last birthday → Spent it with family and friends
13. What time did you wake up today – 7:30 AM
14. What were you doing at midnight last night→ Watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → going home to Pune
16. Last time you saw your father → don't remember
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Be less impatient
18. Most visited web page → mail, social networking, timesofIndia, youtube, google-reader


1. What's your name→ Kadambari
2. Nicknames→ Kady, Mona
4. Zodiac sign → Cancer
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female
6. Elementary→ St Anne's High School
7. Schools → St Anne's High School
8. Colleges → Cummins College Of Engineering, Pune
10. Hair color → Originally Black, Sometimes I add blond highlights
11. Long or short → usually a little longer than shoulder length
16. Height → 5'6”
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes.
18: Ever been in love? Yes.
19. Piercings → Ears
20. Tattoos → No
21. Righty or lefty → Righty 


23. First piercing → Ears when I was a kid
24. First best friends → Neha & Manasi
26. First sport you joined: Watched - Cricket and Joined - athletics
27. First pet → Never had
28. First vacation → Panvel to my maternal grandfather's house (noy sure though)
29. First concert → Shaan @ Pune Club (If u can call that a concert :) )
30. First crush --> Rahul Dravid
49. Eating → I don't remember ... mostly baby food i guess :)
50. Drinking → ummmm.... Water???
52. I'm about to → write some Java code
53. Listening to--> Ronan Keating (English for a change)


58. Want kids? --> Yes
59. Want to get married ? --> Yes
60. Careers in mind? --> Management
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses→ Both
70. Shorter or taller → Taller
71. Older or Younger → Either
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Both!!!
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
74. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker


78. Kissed a stranger → No
79. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes both ... usually manage to locate glasses :)
81. Sex on first date → No
82. Broken some one's heart → Yes.
83. Had your own heart broken → Yes
85. Been arrested → No
86. Turned someone down → Yes
87. Cried when someone died → Yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl/boy? → Yes


89. Yourself → Of course, Yes
90. Miracles → Yes ( But its blind faith... yet to experience one)
91. Love at first sight → No
92. Heaven → Yes
93. Santa Clause → Not the red fellow but yes i think the idea has merit
94. Peace in this lifetime→ No 
95. Kissing on the first date? → Maybe
96. Angels → Yes
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? --> yes
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time in the past? --> No
99. You will die Young→ No
100. You will end with the one you love and learn to love the one you are with – Didn't get this....

Ok... now that i have answered all questions (I think they are more than 100)... I tag Montu , Rinku, Aksu, Arijit Bhaiya, Suman & Nitin

Friday, March 20, 2009

My Superhero self

My demons

It’s a long road up ahead

And I have to travel it on my own

Its not the hardships that make me pause

Its not the perils that make me think twice


It’s the fear of being all alone that

sends a chill running up my spine

The thought of dying alone,

without anyone to say goodbye to,

that brings out the goosebumps on my skin


I wonder what I would like my epitaph to read

A sudden pause, A heavy pause,

as I chilling thought makes it way into my head

will there be someone to even put me in a grave?

Let alone carve out a message in my remembrance


I do not fear insects, I do not fear rodents

I do not fear demons, I do not fear devils

I do not fear vampires, I do not fear witches

I do not fear death, I do not fear torment in hell

I fear torment on earth, the torment of being lonely

Not alone but lonely, where my thoughts remain unheard

My emotions untold, my memories unshared.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


She is lost...
lost in this big world
lost in her own private world...

is she a mother?
or maybe a daughter?
no wait isn't she a wife?
oh but she is also a friend
she is an aunt, a niece a sister, even a cousin

but exactly who is she?
what is her identity?
are these relations all that she is?
or is there more to her?

over the years,
she has lost herself
lost parts of her to each of these relations
till there is nothing left but a shell

and now that she is all alone
she wonders can the shell exist?
is her identity lost forever
or can she find herself again?

with these questions in her mind
she starts a new journey
a journey to find herself
have her own identity
and at the same time
not lose out on any relationship


Okk... tats my pathetic attempt at poem writing ... inspired by the feminist in me and a song from the movie Astitva...

the song goes...

Na mitungi (I will not be destroyed)
Na marungi (I will not die)
Na jalungi   (I will not burn)
Na bujhungi... (I will not be extinguished)

Maine thi (I was)
Maine Hu (I am)
Maine rahungi (I will be)

Darna Zaroori Hai

The Ghajini Effect?

Seems everyone is after a six/eight pack look!!!